Anticipation.....

Well I am officially very close to my C-Section date for the arrival of our 2nd sweet little princess Harper! I am very excited for her arrival and terrified at the same time. The anticipation is killing me!! What will Harper look like and what kind of demeanor will she have?  I cannot wait to hold my sweet girl in my arms, but not looking so forward to another surgery (prob because I know each little thing they are doing lol)! This pregnancy has been rough on me no doubt.... The pelvic instability being the worst hurting every time I move, now that I am so close to having my sweet girl all the month's of pain seem so worth it!! It brings back so many memories from Kennedy's birth. I look at my little girl who is now 2 1/2 and wonder where the time went. She is the most pure, amazing, smartest little person with the biggest personality! There is no way that I could love her anymore than I already do! She truly is my sunshine. I often pray and wonder how I will share the love I have in my heart for Kennedy with another little one.. I want our girls to grow up and never feel a sad day in their life, and I want them both to grow in the love and light of God! I know now and have known since Kennedy's arrival that a mother's love is something that really can never be described! There isn't one thing in this world I wouldn't do or one place I wouldn't go for my girls. I want them to look back when they are grown and know how much they were cherished and loved! I often look at Kennedy and wonder what type of sister she will grow up to be to Harper (a bossy one no doubt). I wonder how Kennedy will respond to Harper, a little unsure at first then I think her little motherly instincts will settle right in :)  I am excited for Kennedy to have someone to share her life with and a little sad that Kennedy will not be getting all of our attention anymore. Trav and I couldn't feel more blessed! We thank God everyday for our life and our girls! Our family is so close to complete <3

 My children are blessed and will be mighty in the land. Psalm 112:2
 For this child we have prayed, and the Lord has granted the desires of our hearts. 1 Samuel 1:27