Anticipation.....

Well I am officially very close to my C-Section date for the arrival of our 2nd sweet little princess Harper! I am very excited for her arrival and terrified at the same time. The anticipation is killing me!! What will Harper look like and what kind of demeanor will she have?  I cannot wait to hold my sweet girl in my arms, but not looking so forward to another surgery (prob because I know each little thing they are doing lol)! This pregnancy has been rough on me no doubt.... The pelvic instability being the worst hurting every time I move, now that I am so close to having my sweet girl all the month's of pain seem so worth it!! It brings back so many memories from Kennedy's birth. I look at my little girl who is now 2 1/2 and wonder where the time went. She is the most pure, amazing, smartest little person with the biggest personality! There is no way that I could love her anymore than I already do! She truly is my sunshine. I often pray and wonder how I will share the love I have in my heart for Kennedy with another little one.. I want our girls to grow up and never feel a sad day in their life, and I want them both to grow in the love and light of God! I know now and have known since Kennedy's arrival that a mother's love is something that really can never be described! There isn't one thing in this world I wouldn't do or one place I wouldn't go for my girls. I want them to look back when they are grown and know how much they were cherished and loved! I often look at Kennedy and wonder what type of sister she will grow up to be to Harper (a bossy one no doubt). I wonder how Kennedy will respond to Harper, a little unsure at first then I think her little motherly instincts will settle right in :)  I am excited for Kennedy to have someone to share her life with and a little sad that Kennedy will not be getting all of our attention anymore. Trav and I couldn't feel more blessed! We thank God everyday for our life and our girls! Our family is so close to complete <3

 My children are blessed and will be mighty in the land. Psalm 112:2
 For this child we have prayed, and the Lord has granted the desires of our hearts. 1 Samuel 1:27

Kennedy and Eli (+ 2 more on the way)

These two have grown up so fast! I remember when my sister-in-law Inga and I were pregnant with these two cuties! Time really does pass us by so quickly.. I enjoy every single second I get to hold my sweet girl (and my nephew) in my arms! Eli is constantly on the move (usually following K around) They had a blast spending the day together. Inga and I decided to try and get a few pics of Eli and K together before Harper and Gavin arrive in 3 weeks (We are having our C-Sections 4 days apart!) Before Eli arrived Trav set up the backdrop for me and I got to sneak in a few pics of Kennedy.. She has SUCH an amazing and animated personality and I feel like each of these pics show it... She will sit, pose, and smile for mini M&M's. When Eli arrived our idea was NOT so easily done... Between 2 little ones running around, Eli not wanting Kennedy to touch him, and all Kennedy wanting to do was hug and kiss him and boss him around, and 2 VERY pregnant girls trying to assemble this photo-shoot was very trying!! Eli was falling off the chair and Kennedy fell backwards and the whole backdrop fell down, but at the end of the day I am happy with the pics we got. One of them both looking at the camera smiling would have been nice too! Both of their little lives are about to change as they know it!